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t.g.i. fRiDaY!!!

2008-01-11T23:07:00.000-08:00

friday is the best day ever hehe..no need to get up early and of course no work!! me, uweng and artemya went out to move to our new place(ang bigat ng suitcase ha?!)..picture picture muna sa cab on our ways to Hor-Al-Anz..'tas nagayos ng bedsheet then alis na naman haha!! next destination: city center to buy my very own laptop, uweng's printer and artemya's ipod (naks dami ntin pera ah?!) of course picture picture ulit while walking around then we agreed to watch movie at 6:30pm,, as usual we're late so 'have dinner first @ charley's(walang kamatayang sandwich at fries haha) pro i did enjoy my raspberry juice(tsalap!) 'tas picture picture ulit(nalowbat fon ko kkpicture! tsk tsk)...ok so movie("i am legend starring will smith") will start @ 7:30 ayun late pa rin we arrived 7:35 heheh(talaga nman) but we managed to get in!! it was a little suspense(c artemya ayaw na tumingin sa screen haha?!),, 'got out @ around 9:30,, 'have to call fuad to pick us up then meet diko ghelo...3rd destination: al ghurair(walang kapaguran)!! it was very tiring pero sobrang enjoy...

'lookin forward to another friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

'getting over it...

2008-01-08T00:11:00.000-08:00

it's been a long time since i made a blog here..i was really pre-occupied of so many things from the past months,,i cried and was hurt alot..never in my life that i imagine also that i'm capable of hurting the person i loved the most but as they say all regrets are in the end..it took me so long to realize the consequences of my actions,, i keep asking myself why do things dont workout though you're already willing to give your best shot..it was a blessing to be in a different environment after the whole incident,,it took me some time to wash away the tears and keep my mind out of it but signs are already in front of me,,im just not accepting it..then i told myself it's time to let go,,its over..Coping is really hard!! but once you see the bigger picture and embrace the fact of moving on ,, you'll tell yourself "it's all meant to happen"...

i was able to secure a job,, make myself busy and be inspired again..no matter how many times i reminisce i only think of the good times that my past brought me,, it's easy to forgive rather than forget and inspite of it day by day i'm learning to forget...i've heard so many stories getting your heart broken and moving on stages,,' got some useful ideas/perspective from all of it..

i dont believe that love is sweeter the second time around but rather it would be more inspiring and meaningful,, i owe myself happiness and peace of mind and that's what keeps me going on living my life at its best again...

jolie fanatic :)

2007-03-21T00:13:00.000-07:00

With her long legs, ample bee-stung lips and striking deep-set blue eyes..no wonder so many adores her!!( including me of course)...she had been my inspiration throughout my 20's..i dont care whatever pepole thinks about her w/ whatever relationships and behavior she had(they never did a success in ruining her reputation though)...Angie never failed to be the hottest hollywood superstar !! :) i first notice her when i watched the movie "GIA" , America's first supermodel Gia Carangi, in which she lives hard and dies young in the glamorous, excessive urban wilds of 1970s New York City. I find it very inspirational.. it shows how true-spirited women really succeed in life,,but as the cliche says all though u had the greatest material things in life there would still be one w/c is missing.. :( how sad she ended up dying in this film...nwei,,i always make it a point that i watch AJ films may it be old or new,, she always look hot!! i'm fond of looking at her pics thru the net and checking out latest gossips about her...i somehow could relate myself to what she is.. "UNPREDICTABLE & MYSTERIOUS" are the best words to describe us... if i would be ask who I fantasize the most that would be HER..makita ko lang cya in perso i could die then and there na(O.A.)

I know i'm somehow different w/ the typical girls i'm seeing everywhere,,i would wear whatever i want(most of the time,the simpliest one but the type that i would stand off from everyone hehehe)... i dont want to be tagged as beautiful...mas gusto ko pa ata ung term na "ASTIG" kesa dun whahahah(kse im not the kikay and pagurl type naman..i'm fond of being who I am and doing things that I'm really comfortable and having fun with...I dont care whatever people would say towards me as long as I know that I'm not damn hurtin anybody...they would never understand unless they live my life(drama ito..)!!! Well,, its the start of knowing me... ako ung anonymous type(huh?!) much better yung term kse no one would ever notice you existed physically but you'll always be remembered logically...hehehe strange pero mysterious and exciting and dating d ba ???.... haayy